| Apparently I like writing poems. Even though they may not be that good and I don't really know what I'm doing.. it's helping me through a really lonely time in my life right now. |
Window to Your Souli look in to Your Soulless Eyes it's You i secretly despiseWindow to Your Soul
i stare at You, DEEP harbored hate a feeling i can't regulate
4 torturous years, You lied to me 4 long fucking years Your conspiracy
i look in to Your Cold Blue Eyes it's Your Soul I fucking despise
brainwash me more, i'll be Your whore Your "love" disgusts me, lie some more
Your stare in to me, Empty Eyes Promising, Swearing FUCKING LIES.
that's all You've ever known to do it's IMPOSSIBLE, You can't stay true You lie, You cheat, You fuck with he
Should have Stayed3,000 miles, I went away We're on the phone, "You'll NEVER stay!" 6 months, I give you. You'll be back!"Should have Stayed
Faith in Me's something You always lacked.
I was determined to prove You wrong Desperate to leave the life I never belonged.
3 long years passed, You almost died.. Once again, along that ride
You knowingly ingested the Opiate "solution" My Mom downs pills.. INSTITUTION.
There I am, miles away Scared and hurt, Could not convey
I just kept it all inside Smile, repress LIE, LIE, LIE
PretendI lay down on My bed this moment I ALWAYS dreadPretend
I close My eyes turn on My side I feel you enter push inside...
I gasp in pleasure My heart's in pain I let you in Again, again
I let you in, Loneliness a year of insults
I repress
you look at Me.. "Does it feel good?"
never feels like I thought it would
My heart aches and then you leave
I let you in
and now I grieve
My soul aches for one more time look in the mirror My tears dry
MirrorMirror-V2Mirror
I am lost. What do I do... Blue Eyes stare in the mirror, But all I see is YOU.
I am lost. In this addiction... How can I repay You? Inherited affliction.
I am lost. In this feeling, loneliness. Why didn't You love me? Because of all the stress?
Was it cause of how I acted? The way that I behaved? Because I wanted your attention? You should have been thankful For the child that you made.
Then left behind. All those years. Though You were there Causing tears.
I'd
| Apparently I like writing poems. Even though they may not be that good and I don't really know what I'm doing.. it's helping me through a really lonely time in my life right now. |
| I see the beauty in everything. I am longing FOR A FRIEND. I don't know if I am talented. Sunsets are the most beautiful things I have ever seen. I love looking at uniquely beautiful women. I can't explain it.. the way walk, talk, dress, look and act. I mean UNIQUE. NOT typical.. women are so beautiful! Size, race, shape, age, sexual preferences or weight.. it doesn't matter. Women are beautiful, emotion filled creatures. I am lonely. I harbor hate. I harbor Love. |
You... Again (Entry 1)
Worried
Thanks for the Wach
Sweet Dreams!!
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My Dream: "The Inmortality"
Palabra del «-( H.S )-»™
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Christmas Commissions are CLOSED
Work to be completed after Jan 12 is OPEN
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Christmas Commissions are CLOSED
Work to be completed after Jan 12 is OPEN
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I'm gonna fuck it up agaaaain I wanna make a MIS-TA-KE
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"In life we tend to obsess over the little things, but it's the little things in life that make it worth living."
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Life wasn't meant to be a happy ending
So why do we pretend?
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