Mirror-V2

I am lost.
What do I do...
Blue Eyes stare in the mirror,
But all I see is YOU.

I am lost.
In this addiction...
How can I repay You?
Inherited affliction.

I am lost.
In this feeling, loneliness.
Why didn't You love me?
Because of all the stress?

Was it cause of how I acted?
The way that I behaved?
Because I wanted your attention?
You should have been thankful
For the child that you made.

Then left behind.
All those years.
Though You were there
Causing tears.

I'd look in to Your empty eyes
In to Your righteous soul,
Hoping You'd live long enough
Until I grew old.

Hoping that You’d realize
Needles weren't Your God.
Hoping You would realize..
YOUR daughter was YOUR JOB.

Now You're gone, and here I am
Attempting life with failing plans
It seems as though Your cheap way out,
Was bound to happen, without a doubt.

I am lost...
I'll find my way.
Inherent affliction fades away
And in my mirror, Your Blue Eyes stay.